I dedicate this past weekend to Mercury, not because I think Mercury (in retrograde) has much power over much of anything, but because the problems that it is said to make happen, happened. so, cheers.
Communication was on hiatus, there were rolling blackouts and the customers, aww the customers...lets just say "waahooo, college!". Oh, and did I mention Drag Queens? Cause, boy were there the queens were out. busloads of them.
Friday night was packed from the start. I showed up early and not a minute too soon. there was stress due to how busy it was as well as a general uncertainty about what the first weekend with college would be like after the norm I grew used to the past few months. The groove was not being felt, still took their money and made it all happen even though there was that moment when I wondered why I even bothered. Money. Money was the reason. Money is always the reason. One day I will finally win the lottery and finally be one of those dumb drunks outside the box.
I was bombarded by more horrible than usual pick up lines this night and the job finally got to me in a way it hasnt ever before. not because of the lines. the lines are great. the best one i heard was "i should have asked you to breakfast", too bad i was all worked up or that one would have won. really, i would have gone home with that one and and and i dont even know what sarcasm is...
dang. sorry for the bitterness. my world was on its side. and my brains hated my world.
Saturday was more bearable or less horrible, even though I didnt want to go get money (when i say it like that, i have to go). I wanted to stay in my cozy house and curl up with my favorite coziest things, but alas, I went. the money is too good, that's the part that can suck out your soul and your weekend. but not mine. i have a plan. until next time...chin up.
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